I am going through a weird experience today. I know what you are thinking yes it is really weird for me too. I finally decided that I want a degree for myself but as it turns out it is not me who decides what I want to do with my life. Well I have never been able to put a finger on what all I have done with my life so far and most importantly why. But inspit of being born in a so called 'advanced' race in an 'inteligent' species it turns out everything is not as rosey as it looks. Stupidity still prevails in a large extent maybe more than other species, maybe we are top of the list of 'worlds most stupidest' (am frustrated obviously).

Ya coming to the story of the day I went in search of a local government collage to get myself admitted into +2. ya it is a bit late for me(12years to be exact) but still better late than never right! I went and talked to the clerk(the king of his throne) about how to get about the process. He said "There is a list of stuff needed outside on the wall". I went to take a look eagerly and it turned out to be in Kannada (ya I am a stupid uneducated) I went back to him with a idotic grin and pleaded him to explain it to me in a language I can understand. He was kind enough to explain (he was very amused to say the least). I needed two copies of my 10th marks card and transfer certificate duly attested by the head of the school I passed from. Ya like in this huge world they expected me to have passed out of some school in Mysore, not their mistake. I tried to explain that I studied school in a place called Itarsi which is not 'near' to Mysore and asked for alternatives, ya right there are no alternatives. Well maybe the sheet of paper which seems to prove that I am better than what 'I am' is more valuable to me than anything now so ya, I am ready to get what it takes to write the exams.

Over bought or over sold we never seem to be rightly priced ever. Always hoping for the support to hold and anticipating that all resistance is taken out( or otherwise)
Life is so crowded with colors of experience that it looks like a blanket of white so bright!! but ever so often all this seems to make no sense when none of these experiences is put to use.
Once not so long ago in the very distant past two goddesses were taking a stroll on the fertile grounds of earth. A man unassuming going about his chores caught their attention. The two goddesses fell into an argument about whose powers will make the poor farmer's life prosperous(like I said from over sold to over bought)
The goddess of wealth the more volatile one (understandably) went ahead and made the stones under the man's foot steps into precious gems wile the goddess of knowledge ever so calm and composed stood afar watching the developments.
The man engrossed in his own world (and being so over sold) didn't seem to notice what had happened to his world and the drastic fundamental changes it was going through. Confused by the unanticipated reaction of the farmer the goddess of wealth went to the goddess of knowledge for enlightenment.
But of-course why wouldn't she? Both being so intricately intertwined, both have to bow to each other time and again and always, because either is worthless without the other. The goddess of knowledge in her vast ocean of know-how showered her powers on the poor man. As anticipated the poor man jumped with joy suddenly realizing what he had found under his feet.
Both goddesses left the scene convinced about their intricate relationship with each other. Little did they realize the everlasting effect of their time-pass experiment. The man with his prcious gems and the technical know-how of using it is doing wonders. Hallucinating all along of having gone to great places and done great things but....................................................
Never realizing he is never over sold nor never over bought but in a vicious circle of volatility and calm between the two extremes. Technically never content but fundamentally having everything.